I still don’t understand why people think it’s cute when boyfriends get jealous. I think it’s annoying. It’s definitely not cute. I think it’s selfish and immature. Well, I’m not clean and pristine myself, I do admit that I’m a jealous person. No, I’m insecure. Most of the time. But to act like a bitch just because? Naaah. I wouldn’t go there. Never will I delete his ex girlfriends, former crushes and annoying girls asking him to SMS them. My boyfriend has his own private life and I respect that, as long as I know he’s not cheating on me, then he can do whatever pleases him. Seriously, jealousy can get you nowhere.

Dati pinapatigil nila ko tumugtog sa banda tapos ngayon sabi tumugtog ulit ako. Magaral daw ulit ako ng piano. Labo ng pamilya ko. Taena.

I’m not rich. I go thrift shopping sometimes (it’s my second time today) and I just fell in love with it. I spent less than a thousand for two shoes, two bags, two tops and a dress. Too bad, there weren’t enough selections for today they’re on sale, that’s why. The only thing I hated in that ukay ukay is that they only have one SUPER big fan which was not enough to make the room properly ventilated, so I’m almost as if I’m breathing underwater in that room. And I sweat a lot. And I tend to hyperventilate when it’s hot. But I would be more than happy to do it again.

May nagtext sakin kanina. Kagabi pa ata. Basta. Di ko kilala, smart number. Hula ko yung kasama nung tindera nung nagpaload ako. Deputa talaga.

Stranger: Hi cute.

Stranger: Pwede ba makipagtextmate?

Stranger: Evening cute.

Ako: Kung sino ka man, stop texting my number. I’m not interested. You’re wasting my time.

Sa FB. Naguusap kami ng kaibigan kong si Peter Paul Suba sa comments sa wall photo ko. Tapos may sumabat.

Someone: o0o nga (sinagot sabi ni Peter)

Me: Oo. Kawawa nga siya eh. T-T (Sagot kay Peter)

Someone: emo

Someone: oo sya na kawawa

Me: Whatever. Talk to the hand.

Peter: HAHAHA! :)

Kilala kita men. Pasensya na. Okay sana e. Kaso bastusan? Kami kaya ni Peter naguusap. Duh? Bigyan kita piso bili ka onting manners.

Isa pa tong boyfriend ko. Tinatawagan ko more than 20 times na ata. Maguusap daw kame. No answer okaya cannot be reached. Deputa lang. Inuna pa inom. Pero ok lang. Haha. Kalmado na ko.

(Source: kutingnaiyakin)

Summer has started and I’m back on my nocturnal life. I am really bored right now but I can’t sleep and I don’t feel like reading tonight, so I’m writing instead. I’m trying to practice communication skills through writing which has never been my talent. Naaaah. I’m just kidding. My head’s just so full of thoughts I can’t even sleep or concentrate on the book I’m reading.

I’ve been missing my boyfriend already and it’s only been a week. A WEEK! Ha! And I thought I can survive summer without seeing him or calling, even. But only a week has passed and I’m already dying to see him. Oh well, I’ll have to wait another week before I see him personally (we’ve been skype-ing the last few days but he’s grounded so I can’t even see him there T-T, too bad).

Now I feel regretful for not doing my best in everything, especially school works. I know I’ve been lacking effort in most things last semester. I’ve been over-confident, I forgot college is so much different from high school.

Books. I still have five unread books waiting to be read but I’m starting to look for more books to read (if anyone has a suggestion, I’ll be very grateful).

Food. Oh, food. I am f-ing hungry all the time. I crave for anything and everything. 

Money. I need money to buy more books, more food and shoes.

And my biological clock. My non-functional biological clock.

I get lost inside a book, I feel like I’m Alice having an adventure in Wonderland. I can’t take my eyes off each page and when I do, it’s as if I’m going to miss something I cannot go back to, like watching a movie in the theatre. I sometimes forget to eat or take a bath. I just lie in my bed, traveling somewhere through words.

May kumakausap saken about someone. Someone I know personally. Sabi niya, “Ayoko kay *insert that someone’s name here*, umaattitude. Pag maganda kase, maldita.”

Edi medyo nairita ko kase friend ko yung ginanun niya, though pareho ko naman silang friends, and I love them both, wala siyang karapatang ganunin yung someone na yun kase di naman niya yun kilala and I doubt kung nagkausap na sila. She’s being too judgemental about someone she doesn’t know when in fact, siya naman talaga yung maldita. Muntik ko tuloy masabi na, “Bat ikaw? Umaattitude ka, maganda ka ba?”

I know that’s mean. Di ko lang siguro gusto yung arrive saken ng sinabi niya about that someone.